Loving enough to let you go.
I didn't get to choose my parents and parents don't get to choose their children but we do get to choose how hard we are willing to work in order to make the best of what we are given. Beginning to realize that I need to love you enough to let you go. It's not my pain that matters, its yours and if living without us is what is best for you then I need to love you enough to put my pain aside and not seek after you. There's more than one way people show love...but its still love. A body is simply a package for the true gifts inside. My gift to to you is to allow you to live your life without me. To find your happiness that we seem to take away. This process sounds so simple in words, but the reality is I will have my days where the grief is enormous and it spills out all over. Those days where I will text, even though I am blocked. Those days where I leave a voicemail though I know you don't listen. Know that I love you. LOVE YOU from the deepest parts of my hea